fuck the world and everyone in it.
i dont normally write these, but today i felt that , everyone should know how fucking shit im feeling. im 15 and i go to an all girls school, so you could only just imagine how horrible that is. but today was fucking horrible.
Someone i thought to be a close friend, decided that shes going to hate me and spreed rumours about me that are totally not true, that doesnt bother me because ive grown up knowing most people are as fake as barbie. but what got to me was that she started getting other people to tag along in her little games she decided to play. “who could be more of a cunt”. to add to that, this girl writes all over tumblr and facebook about how bad bullying is and that it is the cause of why people kill themself , yet the dumb bitch does it? that just reallly pisses me off. to make it worse she made sure at lunch that i wasnt included in anything we were talking about. i realised that this girl must be making up some really fucking horrible shit for someone that hates me to come up to me and tell me what was being said. like i mean this girl that told me whats being said, like fucking hates me , so why should she bother telling me anything? that kinda made me feel like at least someone cares. then i realised that either way people were believeing this shit. and that pissed me off even more.To top everything off i realised that in a few days its my grandfathers 5 months since his passing, and i was so close to him which totally broke me, and im still almost completely broken But this girl doesnt know that because she only cares about how she feels and looks.THATis why im feeling like complete and utter shit.
i know most of youse wont read this, but i needed to rant and this is the only place i thought of. so yeah, fuck the world and everyone in it.
(Source: quellary, via int3rnati0nal-l0v3)
